“Fourteen days of Amanita microdosing. Before, during six months endogenous depression, during six months with suicidal thoughts and total apathy, antidepressants did not help. Starting with day one, the mood got to normal for the first time in six months. I even managed to play volleyball—loved this since I was a child, but forgot how pleasant it could be. The next two weeks I got back my appetite, got to work without forcing myself, mood is normal, pleasure from life, which feels so cozy. Here’s the most important changes in my brain: it seems that all the questions around life simply disappeared. I got all the answers I need. It was really cool, like a super brain turned on. Life decisions became easier to make. The food habits changed, and I stopped eating sweets. Now I have an awareness of negative effects of flour products. Amanita muscaria microdoses help very much.”